Hide and Seek

I wish I could be like a little girl again.
A little girl that believes that you become invisible if you close your eyes.
That hiding behind a skinny tree will make you invisible to everyone.
I wish I could just hide forever and never have to come out.
I'm feeling extremely sad.
And this time I know why.
My melancholy personality doesn't really help me in times like this.
I want to wallow in my sadness but I have no time.
I have no time to be sad.
No time to cry and not be asked why.
Crying lets me get rid of sadness.
I guess I'm not making much sense right now.
I don't even understand myself too much either at this moment. 
Why can't I just go away and hide?
That's exactly what I'm feeling.
But it's not really a feeling.
I just want to hide.
Hide for a little bit.
Hide and not be found.