associations, part deux.

yesterday this proved to be an effective use of a break and a precursor to productivity. sometimes i think people in the US overemphasize productivity. where's the happiness and other ~stuff~ essential to Humans. valuable lessons i learn i never write down yet i probably should. i worry that i'll forget things that were once important to me. i oftentimes have the feeling that i should be doing things. i am working against that culture. i am doing what needs to be done until natural breaks come. i try to treat school like my job. sometimes i wonder how happy i'd be with a job where no mind effort is necessary. none. i don't yet have an answer. i don't usually have answers. especially in high intensity situations where insults are flying. i never have an answer. i can always brush it off though. brush it off and bounce back.