32A

Yes, that is my bra size.
No, I am not ashamed.
Embarrassed.
I am not.
I used to be.
Back in high school and middle school.
I didn't have anything!
I still don't.
I just stopped comparing.
Not in middle school.
Six and seventh grade, I wore sports bras.
It was normal to me.
Until that one day.
My friend, the one that laughed at my poem, said to me (in a mean streak), "it's like Laura! EVERYONE can tell you still wear training bras!"
I thought nobody could tell.
Everyone did.
I didn't even want to wear a bra in the first place.
It all started in the fifth grade when I started noticing that girls were wearing training bras.
I was perplexed!
Weren't we too young for it?
I wasn't growing anything.
Were they?
They were.
So, I joined them.
Only so if my shirt moved, you would see the strap.
So people would know I was cool too.
I wanted to fit in.
So, in seventh grade when my friend said that I freaked.
I needed a real bra.
So, I got a real bra.
It was very padded.
It felt like a pillow.
I was so embarrassed.
My biggest fear was someone brushing against it and noticing the amount of padding!
What would I say?
It was horrible.
But then, high school came.
I became a bra advocate.
Yes.
I did.
Everyone had boobs.
Big tetas.
If I wanted boys, I need big tetas.
Solution?
PUSH UP BRAS.
A flat girl's best friend!
All my bras were push up.
I had to.
Even my bathing suit.
I even admonished my friend for not wearing bras.
I told her bras are needed.
They help make boobs healthy so that when we are 40 our boobs don't sag.
Gravity is a bitch.
I was a bra advocate.
Up until last semester.
The process of me loving my small boobs was gradual.
It started after high school.
I became OK with them.
But my bra hatred came last semester.
Last semester changed it all.
I, Laura, went bra less.
And I loved it.
I love it!
It is so freeing.
Nobody notices because I'm so flat chested.
It's great!
I feel girly without a bra.
Like I can conquer anything.
I love it.
I wear sports bras all the time now.
Or no bra.
You should try it.
Be free.
Unless you have big tetas.
Then, please don't.
Nobody wants to see that.
I love my boobies.
I do.
SO MUCH.
32A.
Flat and proud.