Eye See It Now

Another night, another post.

A few weeks ago I started noticing that one of my eyes is smaller that the other.

I freaked out.

This is my eye.

My eye that lets me see.

My eye.

So, I show my parents.

They look at me and say, "you, daughter, are crazy."

I knew they were wrong.

I see my eye.

This freaks me out.

I am very blind.

Myopia.

I have that.

-8.00 prescription in each eye. 

I am always scared it is going to get worse.

I don't want to be blind.

I love seeing things.

Beautiful things, ugly things.

So, I tell my friend and she says that I am crazy.

That everyones face is not symmetrical.

I wasn't listening. 

My eye is smaller and I was freaking out.

Later, my mom looks at me and says, "oh wow! Your eye IS smaller! I......maybe....uh, we should see a doctor."

So, I'm freaking out more.

You see this face has to get me a husband.

Husbands don't go for freaks with small eyes.

At least, well, you know.

I'm 21.

Anyway, this is in the back of my mind.

My friends think I'm crazy.

They think I'm crazy.

Well, they were right.

I looked at my passport photo.

The one that was taken when I was younger.

My little eye is still there.

I just noticed at 21.

I can deal with it.

Hell, if anything, I'll stick a toothpick to hold my eyelid up.

That'll get them.