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long & overdue milkshakes and toy story 3 with my boys tonight.

i shed a few tears, dad passed me tissues and used the word thnankyou (overused phrase my sisters and i used to say instead of "you're welcome").

made my brother cry when i pretended to text his teacher a picture of him in his underwear. baby.

sometimes i want to just fast forward life and be married and have kids. and watch them grow up. i think i'll make a great mom.

speaking of moms, i miss mine. this is the first time (since i was like 10 that she's left me, instead of me leaving her). we spoke with her today and told her we got a surprise "it's brown, had two tails, and it moves". we didn't tell her what it is. it's a ceiling fan, lol.

my neighbor's parents are gone for the weekend, and those slutty girls have had guys coming in and out of the house all day. eww, it's 1:47 am and i'm listening to a convo i don't want to be hearing from my balcony. go inside you guiyz.

i shouldn't judge though, i'm sure people have heard me say things that would make them believe what i'm thinking about these girls.

hmm, maybe not.

i miss waking up next to someone. true story. rebecca once told me that going to bed was the loneliest part of her day, followed by waking up. i remember rolling my eyes and thinking she was simply being her dramatic self. i understand now.