when i stay up late i'm usually reading and planning out my life
this upcoming week is hectic because:
1. my cousin ivette is getting married on saturday. MARRIED! it makes me feel old because i remember when she was in high school and i was in elementary school, i remember watching her get ready for her prom date, and seeing her stres through college, and then dating this guy who no one would have eveer expected her to marry. but it's happenin' and i'm accepting it.
2. i have loads of family coming for the wedding. in particular, my aunt (the one whose favorite niece i am is coming --those wrds sound off). my aunt holds me in such a high regard, that i stress out when she's here, because i feel like i always have to be on top of things. she thinks i'm too perfect. i hate it, i'm going to let her down sooner than... (i'm not very good at analogies, sooner than two things that usually happen in succession)
3. i'm expected to go to a friend's birthday party on thursday night. i've been to almost every single one of her birthday parties since the sixth grade, it's a regular part of my summer vacation. but things are different now. we're older, and suddenly roller skating, ice skating, pool, cupcakes and bracelet making aren't fun anymore; bring on the drinking (and probably drugs because her boyfriend is involved). oh god. i hate the idea of coming back home that night or most likely the next day to have my aunt ask me what happened. we had a pillow fight and watched movies? ah ha
4. i realized what a bad friend i had been to someone who was way too good of a friend to me, and i apologized. and now we're hanging out again and it's great! (not related to the hectic events, i know, but made me happier)
.......oh! the point of all this was that the sleepover has to happen, around these events/situations. so lemme know yo' schedule girrrl
ahhh and i think i figured out my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe.
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