Gahhh

I am so angry.
So frustrated.
I shouldn't be.
I should be calm.
Collected.
Cool.
I just can't be.
How can she expect me to be breezy?
To be able to control my emotions?
I am ONLY 19.
Basically a little baby.
Such a little baby.
Barely any experience.
I might be horrible at social situations at times.
Awkward.
But if there is one thing about me is that I am transparent.
Transparent when it comes to what I'm feeling.
Usually.
How can she expect me to change so quickly by giving me advice?
She says, "You're giving yourself bad advice, mine is good."
It really just bothers me.
What is that even supposed to mean?
Why can't she STOP being so illogical?
So exasperating!
How can I even give myself advice?
She doesn't even listen.
She thinks she is so wise.
She might be.
She is.
But can she just STOP and listen?
Is that too much to ask?
STOP.
LISTEN.
TALK (or not).
MOTHEReffinnesssss