I hate tests.
Period.
There is no test that I find enjoyable.
There is no test that I feel comfortable in.
It bears repeating.
I hate tests.
Because:
1) They are timed.
2) They are done so that some fail (me?!?!)
3) They create stress.
4) You can't never be truly prepared for a test.
(i.e. You study everything. Except for that one insignificant formula that you NEVER used.That formula WILL be on the test. It WILL kill you.)
5) Everyone shows up for the test.
(i.e. During a normal day, the class is 50% full and the other 50% never show up to class. Then the test day comes and the class is COMPLETELY filled.)
This leads to certain issues:
a) The classroom gets cramped.
b) The person next you ALWAYS seems to know what she or he is doing, which makes you even MORE nervous (which didn't seem possible).
c) The classroom gets hot.
d) If there's a c, there has to be a d.
The lists goes on and on.
Except it seems like a waste of time to continue it.
Since, everyone knows what I'm whining about.
That and I am lazy.
I have a test tomorrow.
My first Chemistry test.
I am nervous.
Fact: I started studying today.
Fact: I am comfortable with the material.
The latter is bad.
Very bad.
I feel comfortable so I don't study as much.
I feel comfortable so I don't feel stressed, which creates stress*.
Right now, I am tired and stressed.
Not because of the test but for the lack of stress that I felt during the last week.
Yes, *I am stressed for not being stressed.
PATHETIC.
I have been studying since 10 a.m.
I say this not because it is a big deal.
I say this because I want to convince myself.
I want to convince myself that I have studied enough.
That I will pass.
That I will survive.
Like Gloria Gaynor.
Like the song.
Right now, I am not so sure.
I am most definitely not sure.
I don't like not knowing.
I HATE TESTS.
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