Sunday, February 10, 2019

therapy

i also started going to therapy in 2018
and i also started leading therapy in 2018
being on both sides is hard
being on both sides is an honor
i enjoy being able to play such an intimate role in my clients' lives and not know the outcome, because sometimes their thoughts the following week are unrelated to last week's sessions
i enjoy being able to tell someone my thoughts, feelings, and actions and have input that confirms what i was thinking or maybe is totally new and groundbreaking
being able to know and not know 
being able to share and know when to hold back
therapy is special
tomorrow i find out where i will be placed next year for my clinical work
and i am SO excited
it'll determine so much: where i live, where max lives, where my new home will be