I feel like I need to start by stating the following:
I love my boyfriend.
I really do.
BUT.
Because there is a but.
There's always a but.
Butt.
Tehehe.
Anyway.
But it is a lot of work having a boyfriend.
So much work.
I mean, you have to care about their feelings.
And other things.
He is really sensitive.
Which some people would be all about.
Except that I am not sensitive.
At all.
So, we clash.
And it sucks because I have to be careful with a) WHAT and b) HOW I say things.
Case in point: last Friday after movies and dinner, I asked him on the way back , "do you want to go home?" He thought I was asking him to go back to his parent's house. I literally only meant if he wanted to come back to the apt or go out to a bar. Instead of asking, "what do you mean?" (Shout out to my man Biebs), he got offended and it became a fight.
So annoying.
FUCKING KILLING ME, BRO.
Another thing is that he likes to plan things out.
I do too but he takes it to an extreme.
He thinks planning something 3 days in advance is not enough time.
He gets real upset if plans change.
FUCKING KILLING ME, BRO.
Today, we had been talking on the phone for an hour.
He says, "I love you...good bye"
So, I say "okay, bye....I (pause) lovee youu"
I hang up.
Get a call two seconds later..."why did you hang up like that? You didn't even say good bye after I love you. Where you in a rush to hang up?"
FUCKING KILLING ME, BRO.
Fuck.
I need patience.
Please, God, give me patience.
I love him.
But give me patience.
Update 05/03/2017-
Quick background story: sister and toddler nephew came to visit for the weekend left yesterday. I was sad. I went to work but I was sad. Talking to the Boyfriend and he asks me how my day went. I say "meh whatever I was just sad because my sister left"
He says
(please hold on tight to your chair)
He says that that statement made him feel useless because it seems that now that my sister is gone I have to go back to my normal, boring life and people and that I won't be happy without her here. He says that his feelings were hurt.
All I said was I was sad because my sister left.
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK.
I know I can't be crazy for thinking that his statement is ridiculous.
Jesus Christ.
Give me Patience.
