1) I publish SnapChats to all my contact list instead of sending them to the friends I actually speak to regularly because this one guy will look at it and I like his name appearing under the people that have seen the picture.
2) I started wearing a little make up because I am not getting younger and I need to nab a husband soon.
3) I don't think I will be nabbing a husband anytime soon.
4) I sometimes hate my job and coworkers with a passion.
5) I became interested in soccer not due to being forced to watch it with my brother (though I was) like I say but because I wanted to be able to have an intelligent conversation with my high school crush in the off chance that he'd ever talk to me.
6) I'm scared I haven't fully forgiven my father.
7) I'm scared that it's going to think it's okay.
8) I left my mom alone because I didn't want to keep on crying.
9) My annoying boss left on vacation and left his car parked out front. I fantazise about keying his car everytime I walk by it.
10) I think I'm losing some friends to busy schedules and apathy.
11) Pity is not a good feeling to have but I can't help feeling it.
12) I cry when my favorite characters die.
13) Once in a while, I wonder if any of the guys I've run away from due to being scared (of it all) would have made good boyfriends.
14) My new motto is forget and not slow down.
15) I like Ciara.
